I just can't believe it...I am still shocked and God knows what else. The whole family went to Papa's party with his old buddies and it had been fun but the news I received when I got home just blew me away.
Redj sent a message that Lef is dead. I thought it was meant as a metaphor or what but a "deja vu" moment that I had experienced minutes before her text message arrived made me believe that it was not a sick joke.
I went online right away and chatted with her. I was in shock and I was really confused. While we were chatting I told her that I had a bad dream on C's birthday that I was in a hospital and saw those bright lights people normally find in emergency or operating rooms. I guess she can't believe it herself or the irony of the dream...Lef crashed in a hospital...
So sad that a friend died almost a month ago and we just found out about it. Aside From Redj, C, and C, Lef had been one of my first friends on the internet. He lived on the other side of the world but he was like a friend or part of the family that we knew quite well.
What now of his dreams to become president of his country? I do remember the conversations we had of how similar our societies are and that even though a lot of politicians that run our countries are corrupt, people remain cheerful and hopeful that there will be a brighter tomorrow. What will become of that hope now that one of the people who had a vision for a better future is now gone? What will become of his hopes to see the love of his life? There will be no Love In The Time Of Cholera for him and her. Not in this lifetime. So sad...
I can't say that I knew him very well as much as the others did but to him he was like a lost brother or relative. There had been some stuff that we agreed on that the others haven't heard of or never knew. So there's a reason why there were no more gifts from him on Mafia Wars... He already passed away...
I am just wondering what happened after the crash. What took place, what had been his injuries... Was my dream connected to what happened to him? I don't know.
This gift of "dreaming of the future" thing has become a curse... I can't control it. I had a dream last April about a car crash but in the dream another person was involved so I told that person about the dream in order to jinx it. So sad somebody really died from a car crash...somebody I least expected to die on such a sad state...
Three different people who never knew each other told me of my future, of my death. All three said I will die from a car crash... No one just knows when...
I can change my fate... Too bad I can't change the fate of other people...
Rest in peace Leeef... You will be missed.
27 December 2009
Redj sent a message that Lef is dead. I thought it was meant as a metaphor or what but a "deja vu" moment that I had experienced minutes before her text message arrived made me believe that it was not a sick joke.
I went online right away and chatted with her. I was in shock and I was really confused. While we were chatting I told her that I had a bad dream on C's birthday that I was in a hospital and saw those bright lights people normally find in emergency or operating rooms. I guess she can't believe it herself or the irony of the dream...Lef crashed in a hospital...
So sad that a friend died almost a month ago and we just found out about it. Aside From Redj, C, and C, Lef had been one of my first friends on the internet. He lived on the other side of the world but he was like a friend or part of the family that we knew quite well.
What now of his dreams to become president of his country? I do remember the conversations we had of how similar our societies are and that even though a lot of politicians that run our countries are corrupt, people remain cheerful and hopeful that there will be a brighter tomorrow. What will become of that hope now that one of the people who had a vision for a better future is now gone? What will become of his hopes to see the love of his life? There will be no Love In The Time Of Cholera for him and her. Not in this lifetime. So sad...
I can't say that I knew him very well as much as the others did but to him he was like a lost brother or relative. There had been some stuff that we agreed on that the others haven't heard of or never knew. So there's a reason why there were no more gifts from him on Mafia Wars... He already passed away...
I am just wondering what happened after the crash. What took place, what had been his injuries... Was my dream connected to what happened to him? I don't know.
This gift of "dreaming of the future" thing has become a curse... I can't control it. I had a dream last April about a car crash but in the dream another person was involved so I told that person about the dream in order to jinx it. So sad somebody really died from a car crash...somebody I least expected to die on such a sad state...
Three different people who never knew each other told me of my future, of my death. All three said I will die from a car crash... No one just knows when...
I can change my fate... Too bad I can't change the fate of other people...
Rest in peace Leeef... You will be missed.
27 December 2009
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