"you gotta change your evil ways baby..."
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Still Searching For Deeper Meaning
It's been a while since my last post and a lot of stuff have happened already.
Had tears in my eyes fore days and made a plea to the heavens for a miracle for my cousin's wife and though she's still not A-ok, the physicians have ruled out cancer.
Continued praying with those purple beads and even though I don't believe everything about it, I can see that my prayers are being heard.
I've finally made my TAJ entry and passed the book to another person. (More about TAJ in a future post)
I am stilll attending the weekly intensive meditation sessions of The Order and I have had my first Shaktipat experience last weekend. Last Thursday there was an installation of a member to the higher order and it was said that we wil not have just intensive meditation sessions anymore but weekly convocations. I'm looking forward to better stuff in the future!
My new client is not demanding and appreciates the work that I've done. I do hope he'll stay that way. I'm crossing my fingers tighly...
My relationship with my family is shaky and I could equate it with the feeling of being on a raft in white water. People say you can't choose your family... However, I do believe there's a BIG reason why I CHOSE to be born in this family in this lifetime.
My friends are still around even though most of whom I do trust are miles away from me. Friends do not need to be physically near in order to support each other right? heheheh!
I am still not making enough sense. I am more confused than ever... I dunno which steps I should take...
I am still receiving so many signs I can't pinpoint which ones I should acknowledge first...I don't know which ones are urgent and important. I have to figure out now....
I am still dreaming of surreal scenes, dead people, unknown people, and The Universe. My dreams are kinda mysterious but I've made it a point not to make a big fuss about them...
7 March 2009
Had tears in my eyes fore days and made a plea to the heavens for a miracle for my cousin's wife and though she's still not A-ok, the physicians have ruled out cancer.
Continued praying with those purple beads and even though I don't believe everything about it, I can see that my prayers are being heard.
I've finally made my TAJ entry and passed the book to another person. (More about TAJ in a future post)
I am stilll attending the weekly intensive meditation sessions of The Order and I have had my first Shaktipat experience last weekend. Last Thursday there was an installation of a member to the higher order and it was said that we wil not have just intensive meditation sessions anymore but weekly convocations. I'm looking forward to better stuff in the future!
My new client is not demanding and appreciates the work that I've done. I do hope he'll stay that way. I'm crossing my fingers tighly...
My relationship with my family is shaky and I could equate it with the feeling of being on a raft in white water. People say you can't choose your family... However, I do believe there's a BIG reason why I CHOSE to be born in this family in this lifetime.
My friends are still around even though most of whom I do trust are miles away from me. Friends do not need to be physically near in order to support each other right? heheheh!
I am still not making enough sense. I am more confused than ever... I dunno which steps I should take...
I am still receiving so many signs I can't pinpoint which ones I should acknowledge first...I don't know which ones are urgent and important. I have to figure out now....
I am still dreaming of surreal scenes, dead people, unknown people, and The Universe. My dreams are kinda mysterious but I've made it a point not to make a big fuss about them...
7 March 2009
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